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New Jersey Is Re-Opening And I’ve Got Mixed Feelings (Opinion)
How does a 100% reopening of restaurants, gyms, theaters, stores and amusements parks in NJ make you feel? Gov Murphy said yesterday that he will lift most restrictions by May 19th. I should feel excited right? Part of me wants to do backflips (I want so badly to be back to normal) but the other part of me spent so much time being scared for the past year it makes me wonder why is May 19th the day COVID can't get me anymore?